Never Miss An Oppurtunity In Life

I Am Seriously In ....

2009-12-11T00:58:00.000-08:00

I Dont Have The Mood To Talk About It Now. Ya I ORD And Got The Pink IC.

I Feel That I Have To Admit It Soon.

On Man I M Crying Now, Shit

This Is Seriously My Last Chance.

I Can I Cant Continue Alr.

What Should I Do?

Reza

Should I Do It?

2009-12-09T23:52:00.000-08:00

This Could Be The Deciding Time In My Life, 365 Days Is Coming Soon In My Life Since That Fucking Tragedy. Ok, It is Hard To Mention This, But I Am Keeping It To Myself As I Have A Fear To Express It Out To That Person. Only God Knows How Great The Feeling Is In My Heart. I Cant Deny And Lie This To Myself, I Failed A Few Times Before And Right Now The Fear Is Still Bothering Me. Dont Be A ''Hamchi'' Lah Reza, You Want This Opportunity To Go To Waste???

I Sometimes Have A Fear In Failing, Losing Something, Someone. Haiz, I Feel Like Crying In My Heart Sometimes. Should I Act Fast Before It Is Too Late And What Should I Say? I Have Been Searching High And Low For You. And Are You realy That Person. Oh Man, This Is Hard For Me, I Need To Plan It Right, Not The Slightest Mistake At All ... I Will Dare To Say That This Is My last Chance Or I,LL Just Forget Everything That ever Occured. Things Is Going In My Mind Now, I Think I Better Continue Other Times.

Gdnite

Redemption

2009-12-07T14:32:00.000-08:00

Ok, On Saturday I Failed My T.P Due To Careless Mistakes. And You Know What Yesterday? I Got The Part Time Job For The Sentosa Resorts, The Universal Studios Which Is Opening Next Year HaHa. I M Super Excited Bout It Man. Alhamdullilah. It Was Freaking Long Waiting At The E2i Building, Almost 2 Hrs HaHa.

I Saw Shidah At There When I Came In The Holding Room, Earlier Then Me. But Kesian Lah, Dia Tak Dapat.

): But Dont Worry k Shidah, I,M Sure You Will Get A Better Job. Hope You Are Reading This.

Ya, I Also Line Up For 1 Hour Plus After That At IMM At Diaso For A Part Time Job This Year Temporalily. Must Wait For Tuesday Whether Thay Call Or Not HaHa... Tired Seh Yesterday, BACK ACHE, sHITT...

Hmm Just Wait For My Next Post People. Hope Another Good News That I,M Chasing. Its A Secret You Know HaHa.

Adios Peeps

Bye (:

It All Starts Here

2009-12-04T14:56:00.000-08:00

I Know Its Freaking Long I Didn't Update My Blog. 2 Mths Yap, Its 2 Mths Really. To Tell You The Truth People, I,M Trying To Cope Back With the Outside World For The Past Week. And If You Want To Know Why,I Had Already Completed My Stinking NS By Clearing My Leave Early, 6 More Days To Collect Pink I.C... It Was Like I Was Inprisoned During My 2 Years, It Was Fustrating, Fucking Fustrating. I Lost My Life, Things, People During That Process. It's Like I Have Been Reborn Again.

The Positive Thing About Myself Is What I Had Planned Before N.S Is Still In My Mind Now. Application For Studies, Part Time Work, My T.P Which Is Tomorrow Has All Been According To Plan. I,M Also A Slacker At Home Planning My Things Around, Ya I Know it Sounds Lame (:

I Learned Something About Myself, If I Failed In Something, Having Negative Thoughts About Something To Do I Will Always End Up Fine And Forward Thinking. Eventually I Suceed, Yeahhh!!! Have To Be Confident Tomorrow For T.P And Think Like A Pro Who Had Driven For 10 Years HaHa.

Oh Ya, I,M On The Road To Putting On Weight Cause I Had Lost Weight During N.S, Should Be Stress And Problems. Eat And Eat And Exercise Now HaHa!!!

Last Thing I Seriously Need Someone In My Life To Talk, To Share Problems And Be Happy In Life, You Know I Know What I,M Talking About Lah HaHa (:

Ok People, I Promise To Update My Blog Regularly.

ADIOS AMIGOS!!! (:

An Addition?

2009-10-07T12:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, When I Was Online At Night. My Mum Came Into My Room And Told Me Something. ''Reza, Your Grandma Will Be Staying With Us''. That Words Came Into My Mind, As I Expected My Grandmother To Stay With Someone Else. My Auntie And Her Family Did A Bad Job In Looking After My Grandmother, They Didn't Fucking Care About Here Anymore, No Respect, The Dedication In Looking After Her Anymore. What Is Up With This Morons? Why Did You Take Her In The First Place? If My Grandmother Comes Here, This Will Be The Third House And The Final One. I Will Be The Best Grandson That The Family Will Ever Seen, There Will Be No Doubt About That.

As My Mum And Dad Had Made A Discussion In The Middle Of The Night, The Final Outcome Had Been Made. I Know That Another Of My Family Side Did Not Want To Take Care Of Her. Whats Wrong With These People? For God's Sake, Thats Your Mum Bastards... Fucking Pathetic Of It Man. And Ya, Another Of My Closest Family Had Decided To Hire A Maid For Us, And They Will Help To Pay The Maid To Look After My Grandmother. The Maid Will Be Working Like An Office Hour Timing. I Don't Know When She Will Be Coming?

Out Of A Sudden Things Change Again. Life Is Such A Complicated Thing. But I Will Never Turn Back Anymore And Look Forward Without Thinking Twice.

I Will Update My Blog Tmr

Reza

2009-10-07T11:58:00.000-07:00

Kinda Feeling Sad, I Really Don't Know Why? Whats Up With Me Today?

I Had Such A Confuse Dream Yesterday.

But I Can't Rememeber It.

It Was So Blurry.

What Was It?

Something Is Missing?

Is There Something That Is Coming In My Way Soon?

I Don't Know Where My Fututre Lies?

Maybe The Almighty Knows What It Is?

57 Days

2009-09-23T13:57:00.000-07:00

Is 57 Days Long? As Yu People Want To Know What Is 57 Days, It Is The Days That I Will Be Clearing My Leave And Off Till O.R.D For National Service. It Could Be Much More Earlier If My Encik Never Cross Out My Off, Hope So HaHa... Actually, I Feel A Bit Fustrated Going To Work Nowadays, It Is The Boringness In There That I Find It Hard. I Need my Freedom Back Again, Haiz...

Hari Raya Was A Surprise For Me. I Believe That My Time Was Up to Get Collections, Paiseh Ah HaHa. But I Almost Got Around 100 Bucks. An In 1 Hong Bao There Was 3o Dollars In It, Really Unbelieveable (:

My 2ND Day Raya I Was At Home And Break Record, 6 Families Came On That Day. Last Year, None. Feeling Bored To Raya Turned Out A Surprising One HaHa...

Alios Amigos Till The Next Post...

Hypocritic Shit Holes

2009-09-16T11:28:00.000-07:00

I Always Feel Lonely, Walking By Myself Thinking And Figuring Out My Life. Friends Come And Goes By...

People Talking Behind My Back, Negative Comments. So All This While, It Was Just A Plan To Bring Me Down, So Is That True. I Never Give A Damn As I Can Live By Myself. After All I Had Done For You People, This Is What I Got. And It Is Shit. Bunch Of Hypocrites. You Don't Even Need To Fast, Hypocritic Son Of A Bitch Mother Fuckers...

Its Ok There Are Better Friends Out There To Know. Counting Down The Days To Heaven. 2 Mths Time Haha.

Realised

2009-09-13T12:06:00.000-07:00

Waking Up From Sleep, I Didn;t Feel Right. Something Was Bothering Me. What Was It? What Does It Meant, I Really Felt My Heart Beating Fast. What Does It Meant? There Were Tears In My Eyes... Only God Knows What It Meant...

Seriously I Need Someone In My Life, Even I Have A Family, Friends. Something Is Really Missing, Theres Really A Big Gap That Need To Be Filled In. I Need A Girl in My Life, Thats What I Have Realized. The Need Of Moral Support, Encouragement And Happiness To Continue In life. If i Met That Somebody One Day, I Will Never Even Take My Mind Off Her And Show Her The True Happiness In Life.. Now I Know What I Have Lost... I Still Feel Alone And Thats The Fact, I Cant Hide It To Myself Anymore...

I Don;t Give A Damn

2009-09-10T01:39:00.000-07:00

This Date, Suddenly I Look At the Date And It Disturbs Me. A Dream Which Just Shatters Into Ash. Which I Also Call It A Betrayal. I Wouldn;t Like To Talk About It Anymore. Its Dumb, Seriously. Your Actions Will Never Have Peace In Your Life Anymore. Even I,M Alone I Can Live By Myself, I,M A Fighter Who Will Never Give Up To What his Dreams Are. I Know It;s Your Big Day Tmr And I Don;t Give A Damn To Hyprocrites, Never In A 100 Years. Good Ridance...

Cruising Man!!!

2009-09-05T01:34:00.000-07:00

Just Finish Chatting With My Friend Aishah On MSN. She Asked Me To Bring Her Down Cruising After I Get My License HaHa. Still She Can Tell Me She Wanted An Insurance Coverage HaHa. Damn Joker. Actually Me And My Best Buddy Farhan Went Cruising To Causeway Point To Print Out Flyers For The Business Marketing Company We Are In. But Eventually Shop Closed, Protest Didnt Work Too. We End Up Cruising Around Woodlands And Choa Chu Kang In The Night. Damn Fun Man...

Later Morning Gotta Print Out Flyers With Him Again. And Off To Either IMM Or Vivo City With My Family Shopping. Gotta Get A Shirt And A Perfume. I Seriously Cant Be Bothered With Hari Raya Nowadays, Boring Ah. I Just Prefer to Eat My Mum's Tarts And Kuih At Home.My Mum Already Made The Tarts, Rock Bun, Choco Cookies And Cornflakes, Power Ah...

Ahhhh, I Want To Sleep lol (:

My Day

2009-09-04T10:48:00.000-07:00

I Got An M.C. I Got An M.C For 2 Days.... I Can Go Out Tomorow Wahaha... I Ask An Extra Day And I Got It . The Thing Is What Should I Do Now? At Least At Home I Get To Relax My Mind Of Work. Ya, At The Moment I,M Hearing Songs And Online... The Sky Is So Dark And It is Gonna Rain Soon. Oh, It Drizzles And I Just Sitting Beside My Window Admiring The Skies.
And Now It is Raining, Thats Great, Real Great....

Dont Take It Personal!!!

2009-09-03T21:06:00.000-07:00

I Really Don't Want To Say This. You 3 Are Mother Fucking Bunch Of Assholes. You 3 Think That My Job Is Easy Ah, Don't Make My Life Fucking Hard... I Don't Know Whether Its About Jealousy Of My Rank OrYour Egos Tht is Building Up Working There. You People Really Want To Know What A Shitting Person I Am Right, You Better Be Prepared, I'M Running Out Of Patience Already. I,M Already Matured Enough To Not Get In Fights Or Arguments, Dah Penat With This Shit Nowadays... Damn, Feel Like Taking M.C Tomorrow.

2 Mths To Go And I Really Need To Get Out Fast, Haiz.

Eventually.................

2009-09-02T11:44:00.000-07:00

So How's My Driving Lesson Today? Practice Makes Perfect And I Eventually Make It In The Parallel Parking. The Irritating Part Is My Socks, Suddenly ''Longgar'' Sia. The Thing Is I Cannot Tolerate Small Things That Disrupt My Driving. Until My Clutch And Accelerator Cannot Coordinate Properly. Ya, My Instructor Was A Female Who Eventually Live As The Same Block With Me HaHa. But What Is Done is Done, Looking Forward To The Next Lesson And I Need To Book My T.P Soon. Really Can't Wait To Be The Next Lewis Hamilton( Just A Dream (:) .

What Should I Do Later?
* Iron My Uniform
* Make My Belt And Landyard Dry
* Clean My Room
* Flip The Papers And My Soccer Mag
* Playing Around With My Little Bro's Guitar
* Sleep Till Buka ( Like No Life)

This Is What I Had Taken At Work 2 Days Ago During Night Shift...

Kinda Fun HaHa.

I,M Back With A New Attitude!!!

2009-08-31T11:08:00.000-07:00

2 Long Mths And I,M Back Wf My Blog. For The Past 2 Mths I Really Didn,t Have the Mood To Enter The Blog, Yeah lol... Many Things Had Happened Within June To August And I Really Had Succeded In Many Achievements Such As Getting Promoted To A Sergeant (:

AnyWay 2 Hrs Ago I Just Came Back From My Night Shift And Today At Night Also Another Night Shift. But Ok Lah, I Always Sleep There Wf My Sweater And My Blanket In The Air-Room HaHa.Later Confirm Sleep Again.... Actually At Work There's A Few Egos Which I Can't Be Bothered Wf Anymore. But To Cut Story Short, Yu Should Show A Good Attitude Towards Your Juniors. As A Senior Thats What I,M Showing Towards My Juniors...

Today, Could Be Mums Last Day Working At the Childcare Centre. She Is Just Working There Temporalily. Theres A Chance She Could Return To Work Tomorrow As A Full Timer, ''Doakan Aje Lah'' (:

Ok, For Now I Don,t Have Much Things To Say. So Selamat Berpuasa Jangan Tak Puasa lol...

If I Wish Life Had An Undo Button

2009-06-29T12:26:00.000-07:00

This Will Be Starting Of A New 6 Mths For Me. This Month Many Things Happened. From The
Sudden Death Of My Grandmother To Auntie Getting Stroke. The Beginning Of An Accomplishment For Me Getting Sgt Course That I Had Dreamt Of. And Sadly To My Childhood Hero Michael Jackson Passing Away. Things Just Flew Through My Eyes, Sometimes I Feel Just Confused. It Made Me A Better Person To A Chance In A Lifetime Never To Be Missed.

But This The Part And Parcel Of Life That I Have To Go Through, This Is My Destiny. I Have No Fear Walking Forward In Life. Something Is Bothering Me For A Few Days, I,M In Love With This Beautiful Someone, A Sensible Person, A Person Which I Thought I Would Never Met...
The Day We Went Out Was The Happiest Moment In My Life, I Was Really Glued To Her. This Is My Chance To Admit To Her, I Have To Admit To Her Face To Face. I Have Found Love Again And I Will Never Blow This Chance Again. God Give Me The Strength And Hope.
I Don,t Want To Be The Loneliest Person On Earth Which I Always Feel I Am.

Wish Me Luck Of Anyone Who Is Reading This.
Reza

2009-05-28T12:41:00.000-07:00

Yessa, Barcelona Are The Champions Of Europe, Yahoooo!!! I,M So Satisfied HaHaHa!!! Everyone Around Me Were Celebrating Man HaHa!!!

Big Smile Around His Face
Reza...

Feel So Fucked Up

2009-05-21T10:37:00.000-07:00

Damn, I Feel So Fuck Up After Watching Adam Lambert Lost The Title Of American Idol. Chris Should,t Have Won It Man, Devastating Upset. I Just Watched The Live Telecast At Starworld Just Now, Me And My Mum Were Saying ''Sucks Man''. No Matter What I,ll Still Buy Your CD When It Comes Out...
Rock Never Dies (:

Man U Always Sucks To Me

2009-05-18T22:39:00.000-07:00

It Doesn,t Matter If Man U Win The Title, They Still Sucks To Me Anyway. Till The Next Season Liverpool Will Be Back Again, As We Are Edging Closer Bit By Bit. (:

Making A Good Investment!!!

2009-05-13T10:20:00.000-07:00

After Careful Planning, I Got To Spent What I Need To Spend. Got My Pay Yesterday, I Went To Lot 1 By Myself At 7 P.M Like That. First I Went To Check Money, Then Pay Handphone Bill.
The Aim, To Go To The New Levis Store In Lot 1 To Get The '' JayGee Membership Card''. The Outlets That Are Participating In Are Levis, Adidas, Dockers And Others Which There Are Too Many To Mention. The Membership Cost 50 Bucks.

I Just Explored In The Shop, I Was Stuck There Thinking Shirt Or Jeans, In The End Shirt, A ''Havana Shirt'', Got It Man Yahoo. After Trying Went To The Counter To Pay And Apply Membership. In The End, 50 Dollar For Membership, 25% For The Shirt Which Originally Cost 43.90, I Got A Belt For 29.90 And You Know What I Got A Yellow Levis Watch For Free. That Could Cost Around 119 For The Watch. Everything After 25% Per Cent Discount Was 112.89 Bucks. What A Good Investment I Got HaHa...
Nvm, Next Month I Aim For A Denim Jeans And Plan To Shop It t Town Area.

Seriously, I,M Bored, I Feel Like Driving. Maybe I Later Go Book At BBDC For Other Practical Lessons. PDL Expires Next Month, Need To Renew Soon.

Anyway, Thats All I Have To Say
Bye Bye,
Reza

''Gabra'' Already Today

2009-05-12T22:23:00.000-07:00

I Almost Fell Asleep On The Computer Table. Just An Hour Ago Came Back from PPCT Test. It,s a Test For Provost Like Me. There Are Things Such As Checking Of Car, Handcuff And Desk Jobs. Everything Pass As Expected. But Me And My Friend We Were Like ''Gabra Already When We Speak'', We Gave All Kind Of Funny Answers And Mumbling With Our Words.

There Was This Women Officer Who Asked Me This Question, ''Which Area Inside The Car Should I Do For A Search''? I Said Below The Seat Of The Car, On Top Of The Sun Visor, Storage Compartments And The Last One That Made My Friend Laugh And Made The Officer Shocked. I Said Below The Brake, Cigarettes Can Be Sticked Below It, What The Hell Was I Thinking Man?
After The Question She Asked Me Whether I Was Involved In '' Operation White Light '', It Meant The Checking Of Cars During The Mas Selamat Escaped. Of Course I Said No Lah HaHa...

Sometimes I Talk , I Don,t Make Any Sense In It, That,s Why I Like Myself HaHa. Yeah Gaji Masuk Beb, Apa Lagi Haha.... My Pay Is Increasing Back Again Next Month Yahoo And Sgt Course I Will Pray I Get It. For Money And Glory HaHaHaHa......

Bye
Peeps...

Many Things Happened!!!

2009-05-08T10:44:00.000-07:00

Many Things Happened During That 2 Days, Which Was Yesterday And Wednesday. It All Started During Wednesday Morning At Around 9 Plus. It Was Freaking Busy At Work, Trainess From The Police Force Came To Learn Around The Detention Barrack, Visitors Coming In For Counselling And Interview Too. I Had To Give Out Many Orders To My Team And To Control The Situation. Another Thing, The Next Of Kin Visit Was Also On. Then Around 11, I Was Seeing The CCTV, When This Girl Who Was So Beautiful Came In For The N.O.K Visit To Visit A Detainee. Eventually, It Was The Girlfriend Of The Detainee That I Knew. This Guy To Me Came Inside The Detention Barrack For The 3rd Time, We Used To Disturb Each Other And Told Me About His Girlfriend.

After A While, I Was Like So Hook With Her That I Went To The Room To Watch Her. I Went In And Disturb That Guy So As To Attract Attention To Her. I Thought She Was Dutch Because She Was So Fair, But She Was A Malay And Arab Mixed. I Look At Her Through The Glass Panel And Smiled At Her, She Smiled Back. When She Smiled My Heart Melted, I Don,t Know Why, I Don,t Even Know What Happened To Me That Day. But Too Bad After That It Was Over And She Has To Go Back. My Friends Were Telling Me That The Guy Was Such A ''Has Been'', That She Doen,s Deserved That Type Of Guy. Even One Of Them Said That I Can Be Matched With Her. But It Is Ok There Will Be Another N.O.K Visit This Coming Week (:

This Two Days, I Pumped My Junior Who Was Fucking Slack And Sloppy, Lazy And Taking Own Sweet Time To Throw The Rubbish. I,M Fucking Irritated With Him Already. Even The Detainees Were Laughing At Him When He Did The Footdrill, Stupid Slacker. I Even When In The Courtyard And Pumped The Maggots In The Sun. Even You Want To Curse And Swear At Me I Don,t Care.

Driving During The Night Was Great During Prac Lessons And It Felt Like Speed Racer HaHa.

I Did It, I Passed My IPPT, Yahooooooo. Ya, Actually, Me And Another Guy Cheated The Count During Sit Up. 2,4,6,8,10. HaHaHa...

And Yesterday Night, On MSN. Ah Nvm, Too Happy To Say It Out. Yes, Yahoo...

Gotta Go People
Bye (:

Origins

2009-05-05T12:16:00.000-07:00

Damn, It Was Freaking Cool To Watch X -Men Origins Wolverine Yesterday. The Thing Is I Don,t Need To Fork Out Money. Mu Mum Is The One Who Treated Us, My Family Haha. I Like This Wolverine, His Coolness And Combatative Style Is The Best. Whoever Reading This, It Is Recommended That You Watch It.

Later Gotta Go Jurong Point Shopping A Bit And Get A Mp4 Player For My Cousin Which She Asked Me To Buy For Her. Go Gym Also Too At Stadium. I Can,t Stay At Home Man Or Else My Brain Will Get Cramped. I Think I Will Walk From My Home To CCK Stadium, A Good Idea. I,m A Journeyman.

Another Think That Is Always In My Mind. I Sometimes Aspire To Be A Journalist. I Love To Travel And Explore The World, Learning People,s Lives. I Love To Write As I Remember In School Last Time, My Composition Was Always The Longest. Many Times I Got Top Marks In English Assignment. I Also Used To Send Letters To The Newpaper And Straits Times That Also Have Came Out In It. Seriously Lah, My Malay Pecah Seribu HaHa.

Thats All I Have To Write, Nothing More. Yap, One More Thing, I Won,t Let History Repeat Itself Again, To Never Lose The People I Know Sorrounding Me In Life Again. Reza

New Beginning

2009-04-29T17:02:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow, I Will Be Officially Be The Top Senior Of My Team. Team Charlie. I Will Take Full
Responsibility Of my Team. It Will Be A New Regime Under Me. I Aim is To Be A Fair Senior.
When Work Is Work. Joke Is Joke.

So Good Luck TO You Zahid, ORD OHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Gonna Miss You Buddy And Thanks For Guiding Me.

((:

2009-04-24T16:28:00.000-07:00

This Song Reminds Me Of How Somebody You Love So Much Suddenly Leaves You.
Looking Outside My Window, Looking At The Blue Sky Above. I Still Keep Wondering
Whether My Past Was A Dream. 4 Months Past And I Still Kept Thinking Of You, The
Fact Is I Can Never Forget You No Matter How Much I Want To Forget You.

Sometimes You Even Appear In My Dreams And How Badly I Miss You, Wanting You Back
Will Never Happen Again. Why Can,t We Be Together To Walk Throught The Storm Together.
Did I Waste All My Effort With You And Was It Even Appreciated. Yap, This Is My Story.
Sometimes I Feel That We Don,t Even Know Each Other Anymore, I Miss The Phonecalls
During The Night Always.

God Damnit, I Feel Like Crying. Ya, I Feel So Alone, Empty, Hollow, Lonely.
I Don,t Have Much Friends, A Loner And Always Will Be.
I Thought I Can Change For The Better With You But I Change For The Worst.
You Are The Only Hope That Can Change Me For The Better...

Reza

Cool Day Man

2009-04-15T11:04:00.000-07:00

In The Middle Of The Night, I Got A Stupid Dream. Haiz, I Dreamt About A Person Which I Fucking Don,t Want To Mention It. What The Hell, It,s Just Ah, WTH, Why Do I Even Care. Better Don,t Think Anything, Just Think About The Reality.

Ok, Yesterday Was Fun. It Started With my Driving Lessons At 8Am Till 9.40 Like That. From There I Wanted To Go Lot 1 To Go To The Library. But It Opens At 11. So I Just Lepak By Myself Outside Lot 1 Eating And Drinking Orange, Reading The New Paper And Just Doing My Stupid Business. Borrowed 2 Books From The Library And At 1PM I Met This 2 Cool People At Causeway Point.

This 2 People, Salmah And Izzat. I Know Them From Tagged, Yu Can Say My New Friends Lah HaHa. We Went To Kopitiam Chit Chat. Izzat Was In A Band Called '' Sultan Of The Rising Suns'' Which Was A cool Name Indeed. I Should Be Going With Salmah To Watch The Gig On 26 April Where he Will Be Performing At The Arts House Behind The Parliament Building.

This Salmah Nickname ''Sallie'' Was Asking Me What Is Coming Out At Her BTT. She Brought The Book I Showed Her Which Questions Comes In HaHa. Kecoh Lah She, We Were Like Buying Drinks When Suddenly She Asked, Is Teh, Teh Susu? I Was Like Yap You Can say It That Also HaHa. The Thing Is She Never Buy Teh Before HaHa. When I Wanted To Put The Teh And Coke On The Tray, She Said '' Can Carry By Hand What'',I Was Like Wanted To LOL Already Sia. Dah Panas Nak Angkat Pakai Tangan. Sort Sia Aku HaHa...

All Of Us Were Like Into This Music Genre, Rock, Screamo, Hardcore, Grunge And Even Jazz HaHa. Quite And Interesting Bunch Of People To Know HaHa. But I Have To Go Off Early Cause I Have Work In The Afternoon.

Anyway, Such A Nce Weather Raining Today HaHa.
Logging Out
Rezaaaaaaa!!!

Salary Day

2009-04-09T12:54:00.000-07:00

Yessa, Today Salary Day. Money Money Money,MONEY. First Thing After My Work Just Now I When To BBDC With My Friend Because He Wanted To Enrol For Manual Car. I Also Went To Top Up My Account For Practical Lessons. I Estimate This Month I Go For 4 Prac Lessons. Sial Lah Bila Aku Nak Naik Kereta, Tak Sabar Lah..... I Walk Home Seh Today From BBDC To My Home, It Took About Half An Hour. Kinda Cool To Walk. Only One Person Pass Me While I Was Walking. I Just Followed The Jogging Track To Walk Home. It Felt So Peaceful And The Whole World Like Belongs To Me HaHa. Can Save Money Seh Due To Global Financial Breakdown HaHa.

What The Shit? Second Woman Dies From Rojak Meal. Sial Lah Tak Berani Seh Makan Makanan India Lagi. Better Be Observant Seh Nowadays. Haiz, Food Poisoning Case Again.

WTF...... BEWARE WHAT YU ARE EATING HAHA
REZA....

Sleepy Lah!!

2009-04-08T09:11:00.000-07:00

Nice Song Man, Hearing My Mum, Switching On The Radio At The Living Room. It Was Class 95 F.M, It Is A Song From the 80s Rock Band ''Van Halen''. Damn, Gotta Love The 80s. Obviously Lah, Budak 80s Pa HaHa. Kinda Sleepy A Bit. Yesterday Was A Freaking Full Day of Work. I Came To Work Quite Early And The 1St To Reach At 6.30 In the Morning At Work. Headache Seh Traffic Control Cause of New Recruits Coming In With Their Parents. There Were Many ''Chickies'' Looking At Me After Saying ''Good Morning'' To Them, So I Can Take Something Positive From There HaHaHa. Yesterday, Talk To Cheska On The Phone. Kesian Dia Ada Flu. I Hope You Recover Fast HaHa. Such A Beautiful Weather Today, Lucky Today I,M Working Night Shift. Yessa, Besok Gaji,WoooHooo.... I Think Today I Want To Go Gym At CCK Stadium, See How Lah...

Nothing Much To Say...
Reza As Always

Reza Reloaded!!!

2009-04-06T13:42:00.000-07:00

Few Minutes, I Watch A Video From MTV, It Was A Music Video Of Slumdog Millionaire Featuring AR Rahman And Pussycat Dolls. That Song Have Feeling Man, No Kidding About It. Finally I Watch the Music Video Of It Other Than Hearing It On The Radio HaHa... I Will Download That Song.

Today I Took Off, Because Tomorrow I Have Traffic Control At 7AM And My Afternoon Shift Today Ends At 10PM. Let That Cannot Tahan Lah. ''I Don,t Know Fuck''? Why They Oraganised This Shit Timing.

I Have Made An Improvement To Myself, Not Repair Myself Lah, I Mean Going To the Gym 3 Times Per Week. Gotta Get Those Muscles Pumping Man... Most Of The Time I Go To The Gym Alone At CCK Stadium Gym, If My Best Friend George Is Free, He Follow Me Lah. 3 Days Ago My Nephew Shameer Follow Me, Cause He Want To Enlist In NS Early, So I,ll Be His Personal Trainer Lah. I Felt Like Mangkuk Sia With Him That Time, I Carried About 100 Lbs An Example, But I Ask Him To Carry 30 Lbs. He Then Yaya Papaya Go And Carry 100 Lbs, Tak Boleh Angkat HaHaHa, Tulang Aje Goyang, Perangai Macam Sial HaHaHa... In End His Shoulder Kena Cramp, And I Ask Him To Relax His Muscles.

He Didn,t Believe I Can Carry The Weightlift, But The Shock In His Eyes When I Carried 15 15 Each, Left And Right HaHaHa...
Anyway, I Known This Girl On Tagged, Her Name Is Ary Francesca. She,s A Mixed. Yesterday And The Day Before I Spoke To Her On The Phone, She,s Such A Cool Person To Talk To.. Actualy, We Both Wanted To Meet Up Today But Change Of Plans, We Push It To Either Friday Or Saturday.

She Listens To Hardcore Songs Which Was Kinda Interesting. She Even Invited Me To Follow Her To A Gig Every Saturday. To Tell Yu the Truth, She,s Kinda Cute HaHa. We Shared Our Stories That Time, Problems And Even Encourage Each Other To Do Better In Life. Tak Boring This Dua Malam, Ada Orang Pun Yang Nak Berbual (:

Yessa, Later Play Basketball With George, Pls Don,t Rain...
Gotta Go
Alios Amigos WaHaHaHaHa
Reza!!!

2009-03-31T11:02:00.000-07:00

It,s So Darn Irritating To Get A Flu. I Got It Since Yesterday Since Waking Up
From Sleep. Luckily, I Got A Lot Of Pills I Kept At Home. Those Pills Was From Some Of My Previous So Called ''Fake'' Since I Lazy To Go Work I Take M.C.
But Now My Flu Is Already Better. I Still Got To Go For My 7Th Practical Lesson At BBDC...

Anyway, An Hour Ago My Father Send My Mum To N.U.H For An Operation On Her Throat. The Thing Is That When She Sleeps, Something In the Throat Disturbs Her Sleep, Even Snoring Could Also Accure. Anyway, My Mum can Take It, She Is A Tough Women.

All I Can Say Now Is Bye People And Take Care
Reza

Happy Anniversary!!!

2009-03-26T18:57:00.000-07:00

Just To Wish A Happy 21St Anniversary To My Mum And Dad. May The Relationship Of Both Of Them Go Smoothly In Gods Hands. (:

What To Do.......

2009-03-25T12:10:00.000-07:00

Okay, This 2 Weeks Was Quite A Fast Paced Week With Many Things To Do. I Would Like To Sincerely Apologised To Farhana As I Kinda Lost It That Time. Ya You Were Right It Doesn,t Matter Win, Lose Or Draw. It Was Just A Stupid Game. I Know In Your Heart Right Now You Sure Want To BEAT This Bastard Who Insulted You. I Still Don,t Believe That I Can Even Said That To ''HER''. Otak Mati Seh This Reza. Hana Sorry, I Beg You Sorry Sorry Sorry...

The Shocking Thing At Work I Found Out Is That I Have 8 And The Half Offs. That Haven Include My Leave Which I Even Haven Use, Wohoooo!!! Total Like That Is 22 And The Half. Wah Let That I Can Do My Clearing Of NS Even More Earlier Than Expected. If Can Last Week Of October Finish Lah HaHa... The Thing Is Sice I Took Off Last Year My Encik Never Cancel My Encik Just Coverkan For All Of Us At Work Lah. Let That If Lazy To Come Work Take Off Lah Haha...

Pecah, Just Now Night Shift At Work My 2 New Juniors Can Oversleep Never Do Prowling At 3 To 4 Plus In The Morning. Alamak This 1990 Intake Kids Getting Slack Each Time Not Like The Time I Junior, Straight Away Automatic Wake Up From Sleep Do Prowling. This Is My 4Th And 5Th Junior And The First 2 1990 Kids To Come In My Team. Both Of Them Already Kena Lecture By Me Just Now About The Importance Of Prowling, So Lets See How It Goes When I Return To Work On Friday... Me And My Friends Felt Something We Suddenly Felt Old Haha...

Still Figuring What To Do Now? Today And Tomorrow Off, Haiz. Macam Nak Terejun Aje Haha, Damn Bored like HELL

So Wait For My Next Update
El Nino Reza

10

2009-03-10T13:55:00.000-07:00

Anyway When I See This Date It Still Haunts Me. The 10.
Never Want To Talk Much About This Date.
It,s Like 5 Months, Can,t Believe It.
Anyway, It Should Had Been.
But What To Do, I Didn,t Do Much Also.
I Just Failed That Time.
Life Goes On.

Signing Out
Reza

Rain

2009-03-09T13:53:00.000-07:00

Oh, It Is Raining, Raining, Raining And It Falls On My 1St Off Day... Catastrophe... I Want To Go Out Shopping Must Wait Till The Rain Stops. What Time Will It Stop, Can I Know?

Ah, Nothing To Do Go Chat At Tagged. Who Knows There Is Interesting Girls To Chat With. And I Can,t Wait For The Opening Of Dragonball Z On Theatre This Thursday.

I,ll Update Back. Again.
Reza

It,s The Fact Of Life

2009-03-06T12:26:00.000-08:00

It Seems That The Days Globes Around Me So Fast That I Didn,t Realised It Is March Already. Nothing Good Always Comes To Me So Far And Each Day Is Just A Plain Old Boring Day. I Sometimes Wished That I Should Not Even Exist In The World And Escaped All The Problems In This Life. I Always Have This Hatred Within Me That I Always Carry Along.

Nothing Can Change Me Of Who I Am As I Was Formed To Be Who I Am. Every Problem And Situations Builds My Character To Have A Tough Mindset Of Things In Life. A Perfectionist Is What I Would Be And Show To People That I,M The Best And I,M Working Hard Towards It.

I Have Think Back And I Would Even Forget The People In Life, Friends, Love Ones To Aim For My Dreams, To Be Sucessful And To Find Who Am I Really. As These Things Will All Be The Distraction In Life. Yes, I,M Not The Person Who People Used To Know, I Have Change And A Matured Person. No More The Mr Nice Guy Anymore. As This Is My Quest To Be Rich And Sucessful In Life.

As What I Have Experience, What Is Love? People Nowadays Take Love For Granted And Thinks That Is Just A Game Of Cat And Mouse. To Be Honest, People Seems To Chase Love For Their Desires And Money. As Relationship Will Never Last Long As Same Goes To Marriage. The Fact Is Real. As The Scars Will Be A Hard Thing To Sew, The Human Heart Is A Very Sensitive Thing. Now I Believe To Not Love A Person Full Heartedly As I Have Learned My Person Already.

It,S True That My Words Seems Dark And Deep As I Have Now Turned To The Fact To What The Naked Eyes Of A Person Sees... My Words Are Not Finish As There Is More To Come.

Post Of March 06 2009
''Reza''

2009-02-27T10:49:00.000-08:00

I Feel So Giddy Today. The Thing Is The Past Few Days I Got A Bad Headache And A Cough. So The Effect Can Still Be Felt After Taking The Cough Syrup And Few Pills. I Recovered Already But I,M Still Taking The Cough Syrup Mixture. The Thing Is You Can Sleep Soundly. It,s Better Not To Take In The Afternoon Later Cause I Have My Practical Driving Lesson Later. So I Only Took It Just Now. So I Could Be Sleeping Later Until About 2 Plus.

Another Thing Happened, My Grandmother From My Father,s Side Is In Already In Hospital For 1 Week. The Thing Is I Never Visited Her Cause I Don,t Fancy Her At All And I Never Like Her. I Heard That She Had Asthma Or What Sort Or Whatever I Don,t Know. As She Is Now In N.U.H. I Know That She Is Quite Demanding Of My Father As He Is Her Favourite Son. To Me Thats Disgusting Obviously. The Latest News I Just Knew Was That My Father Scolded The Nurse For Not Giving Food To My Grandmother. As I Suspect There Is A Misunderstanding. The Thing Is That It Is Not My Freaking Problem.

Ah, Cannot Wait To Go Shopping Buy Stuff Somemore. GST Money Going In Tomorrow Man. The Money Just Flow To Me This Year. I Already Bought A Sony MP4 Player Which Has A Cool Design And It Cost 169 Bucks. On The Way Will Be A Sony PSP 3000, So Can,t Wait For It.
So Sunday And Monday Will Me My Off Day, Maybe Visit My Friend Shahira At Vivo As She Ask Me To Drop By At The Shop She Is Working At.

Giddy Giddy Giddy. Better Log Off. I Want To Go To A Deep Sleep.

Sayonara.................

Have I Lost My Way?

2009-02-11T11:24:00.000-08:00

Ya, I Know Nowadays I,M Like A Slob And A Lazy Dude Staying At Home And Slacking.

Seriously, I Even Skip My Prayers At Home. Can,t Believe It Is February And I Started Nothing Good At All. I Don,t Know Why But I Feel Like Laughing, Seriously. I Also Don,t

Know Why. Morning Wake Up, Play Game, Hear Music, Bathe, Sleep. Thats My Routine Lately.

Could It Be I Lost Track Of Myself... Hmm, I Must Do Something About Myself Or Else I,M Finished.

Anyway, Good News I Have Gotten 200 Dollars, Yeah Money, Money, Money. And My Pay Is Tomorrow Too, Yessa. Gotta Update My Bank Book Later At Lot 1. I Still Got A Headache Since Yesterday Which I Should Had Taken Panadols.

I, M Still Replaying My Handphone Record From a CCTV Footage At Work Of An Entity Caught On Camera At Camp. Kinda Cool That The Entity Was In White And Big Sized, Appearing In The Sickbay And Vanish In 1 Second. Unbelieveable...

Anyway, The Trip To Pulau Ubin With My Friends Will Be On The Cards Next Month. I,M Really Looking Forward To It HaHa.

So, I Hope The Next Blog That I Will Be Writing Will Be Something Positive?

BEING BRAINWASHED BY THE FORCE IS SUCKY

I WILL NEVER SIGNED ON FOR A GOVERNMENT SERVICE

Time To Buck Up ''Reza''

2009-02-06T16:19:00.000-08:00

Bad News Bloggers, I Failed My Final Theory Test.

That,s Not All, I Got My Seat Next To The Entrance.

From That Point I Know That My Omen Will Not Be That Good.

There Were Questions Which Appeared Out Of Nowhere.

Even The Practise Didn,t Help At All.

''FAILED'',

That Was The Word That Appeared In Front Of My Eyes.

I Stared At The Screen For A While And That

Was It, I Stormed Out Of That Room.

I Even Kicked The Dustbin Downstairs My House

I Lost The Plot Already.

Same Goes With My IPPT Test Yesterday,

There,s Improvement In My Broad Jump

But I Know The Next One I,ll Passed It.

I Got Promoted To Corporal Yesterday,

As I Can Only Take That As A Positive

Felt Heavy Wearing It As People

Were Staring At Me At Work

Sial Lah Fustrated Sia!!!

Mark My Words

''PASSED''

Next Time Round For Both

Dejected Face

What I Can Say, Pathetic!!!

2009-02-04T12:56:00.000-08:00

Felt Like Blogging Today, Nothing To Do Really. Felt Like Letting Off My Emotions Today, Seriously. Today, I,ll Be Working My 2ND Night Shift And Thursday Friday My Off Day, Coolll.

Nowadays, I,M Kinda Pissed Off With This Show Called ''Suci''. This Show Is Driving Me Insane Sia With Their Emotional Characters. 2 Guys Chasing One Girl, Pathetic... Like This Girl Is So Pretty Like That HaHa. Fight, Patch Back, Fight, Patch Back. No Wonder The Director MaMa. Better Off I Watch Cinta Fitri, The Coolest Show Ever. At Least She,s Pretty, Weeew..

10 More Days Valentine,s Day. Confirm Jealous Seh, I Got No Date, Feel So Down. See My Friend So Happy When They Are Finding A Spot To Bring Out Their Date. I Used To Think That This Valentine,s Day Could Be My First, But Everything,s Shattered For Me That Time. Even Now Is February I Still Hate Myself For Failing Myself, Pathetic... The Thing Is I Really Didn,t Deserve This Shit, Have I Gone Mad Over This Incident For 2 Mths?

Should I Thank God For Anything, Noooo. Why Should I :(

The Thing Is I,M Waiting Each Day For Something On My Phone, Text Msg Or Call. What, Not Even A Hi At All, Pathetic. If I Have The Power To Alter Everything, I Will Alter Everything To Attain Happiness. Every Night I Feel Like Crying Before Sleeping As I Feel So Miserable About Life. Should I Go To The Right Path Or The Wrong Path?

Sometimes I Asked Myself, Should I Continue Blogging? It Feels Like I,M Talking To The Computer Alone.

Lost Childhood HaHaHa

2009-02-01T10:25:00.000-08:00

This Is What I Had Planned Yesterday Morning At Camp, This Was What Happened In The Emergency Store..

The Shredders HaHaHa!!!

I Like This Picture

SCDF Magazine Issue 01

As, Zahid And Wan

These 3 Going For Riot Soon

Style

Macam Model Sia ( My Favourite )

Muay Thai For This 2

Ladies Will Melt

Go Go Power Ranger

Fearless Aggression, Don,t Know Whats Wrong With Him On My Left

Anakin Vs Luke Skywalker

So These Are Called Lost Childhood!!!!

Keeping It In Place Once Again

2009-01-25T10:10:00.000-08:00

Hey People,
Even Though Today I,M Working My 2ND Afternoon Shift I,M Feeling So Calm And Relaxed. The Reason Is Everything At Work Has Regained The Happiness. Since Yesterday, One Of My Senior Who All Of Us Hated So Much At Work Has O.R.D, Yessa. A New Revolution Has Begun Under My New Senior, Cheong, I Can Say That This Guy Is The Coolest That I,Ve Met In My Life. Me And Him Always Have Ideas, Plans That Can Make Life Easy At Work.

To The Senior Which Is Gone And I Don,t Want To Mention Your Name. The Thing Is I Don,t Give A Damn On That Monday What You Msg To Me, Cheong And Zahid About How The Way We Work. You Don,t Even Know How To Work With Us With Your Arrogance And Attitude Problem. You Are Pathetic.

Cut With The Work. Lets Talk About Soccer. It Was Great That All Of Us At Work Played Street Soccer Yesterday. The Admin Team Have Done A Great Work To Call My Team ''Charlie'' And ''Alpha'' Too. The Feel Of ''Joga Bonito'' Was Great. The Skills And Even Shaolin Soccer Was Exposed. I Even Had A Fun Time Playing The Keeper Too Haha.

Anyway, I,M Finding A Date To Book For My 2ND Practical Driving, FTT Also On My Calendar Soon. So Everything Will Be Going Out Smoothly. Ah,My Mother,s Buying Nasi Lemak, So Hungry Even After Eating Bread HaHa. Tomorrow Pun Dah Gong Xi Fa Cai, Shiok Lah....

Gotta Goooooo People..........
Take Careeeeeeee........

There She Was Satnding In Front Of Me!!

2009-01-21T10:11:00.000-08:00

It Was Yesterday, I Failed My IPPT. I Was Hungry And I Asked My Friends Whether He Want To Follow Me Go Makan, He Agreed. We Reached Lot 1 And I Was Walking Behind Them, It Was 5.30 In The Evening. Then I Walk Up The Steps And I Saw ''Her'' , Was It My Imagination I Asked Myself. I Can See By Her Expression She Was Shocked, Same To Me Too. How My Eyes Open Wide In Happiness To See Her.

You Know What I Even Forgot About My Friends And Walked Towards Her. She Was Wearing Her Red Uniform And I Know She Came Back From School. My Heart Was Beating Fast And I Asked Her How She Was Doing. We Talk Less Than A Minute And I Don,t Know Why. She Still Look Sweet And Pretty As Always. Reza, Reza You Always Cannot Get Your Eyes Of Her Isit, Haiz. I Then Realised Something My Friends Were Looking For Me.

So I Had No Choice But To Say Goodbye To Her, Even My Appetite To Eat Was Gone As I Was Thinking Of her While Eating At Long John Silvers. I Always Asked God Why Do I Always See Her At The Same Place? Everyday Single Day I Think Of You And I Will Keep Up To Msg You.

But People There,s A Secret Which I, M Figuring Now. Which Will Be Revealed One Day.

Bye Bye People (:

12 Dollars

2009-01-19T21:13:00.000-08:00

You Know What People I Found A 10 And 2 Dollar Note When I Came Back From Sunshine Place In The Afternoon. The Thing Is I Walk In Another Entrance Of The Building Which I Don't Usually Do. Amazingly, The Notes Flew To Me, Really Unbelieavable. I Tried To Find Somemore Notes But To No Sucess. Rezeki, Alhamdullilah And Praises To Allah.

So This The Story Of Me Finding A Note.
Gdnite People...

Broken Strings

2009-01-16T11:13:00.000-08:00

It,s Been 1 Month Since You Broke Up With Me And The Fact Is I Regretted Myself For Letting You Go. This Is The Consequences That I Feel Hate And Regret For Myself. I Should Really That Time Call You And Sit Down With You To Talk Things Over And Patch Up Things.
But I Was Stupid, I Didn,t Know What I Was Doing And It Backfired. What I Have Told You On Msgs Was Just A Cover Up As In Silence I Just Felt Sad. 4 Mths Knowing Whether You,Re The Right Person And 2 Mths With You Has Turned To Dust. You Were The Right Person And It Was Always Right.

I Should Have Done More To Fight For Every Minute Of Your Time. Nowadays I Always Feel Alone As I Always Ask Myself ''What Have I,Ve Done To Let You Go So Easily''. I Really Love You So Much.

As When I Hear This Song, I Can Always Relate To It:

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love youIt’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worseI can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worseI can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last change to feel again

I Don,t Know Whether You,Re Reading This As I Have To Let All Out Now.

12 January 2009

2009-01-12T10:43:00.000-08:00

Came Back From Work 1 Hour Ago. Today And Tomorrow Is My Off Day.
Like This 2 Months It Has Been Quite Stressful For Me, At Work, Other Issues And Things That I Should Not Be Even Thinking Anymore. I Even Notice That I Lost A Few KGs Since Last Month, Even People Are Noticing It Too.

When At Work I Even Throw Tantrums At The Ongoing Politics At Work Which Is Neverending. I,M Now Eagerly Waiting For A Bastard To Come Out Of Work This Week. I Will Also Be Planning To Take Many M.Cs, Lazy To Come To Work Nowadays.
But I Have Started From That Last Week To Get Back To Fitness, Eat More And Focus To Get Back On Track. Even That Last Night At Work At 12, Me And My Friend Carried 25Kg Sandbags To Build Up Those Lost Muscles.

Gotten Enough Sleep At Work And At 4, I Have To Go Practical Driving Lesson At BBDC.
So It Will Be Quite Interesting.

People Remember, Support The Palestinians For The Fight Of Gaza Against The Jewish Morons. The Isrealis Are Taking Donations From Jewish Owned Brands Such As McDonalds And Coca Cola To Support Their Army. Without Supporting Them You Can Cripple Their Economy.

Signing Off,
Reza

Never Zip Pants

2009-01-07T22:11:00.000-08:00

Ok I ,M Writing Almost 10'0 Clock P.M. Just Came Back From Mengaji.
Fun Day Today Because At Camp My Encik Never Zip His Pants Woohoo 'Pee Wee'.
When I Wanted To Conduct Footdrill At Camp, My Friend Asked Me To Go One Corner, He Said To Me '' Reza Reza Want To Know Something?'', I Said ''What'', He Said '' Look At Your Encik He Never Zip Your Pants.
Shocking Sia, The Unzip Pants Was Big, Unbelievable.

I Joked With My Friend, '' Boleh Buang Marble Dalam Seluar Dia Sia''. Obviously Those Who Know Me I Will Laugh Cruely HaHa. My Friend Ask Me Whether Want To Sound Him A Not, But I Say Don't The Detainees Are Looking At His Zip.
But After A Few Minutes I Was Laughing With My Friend Quietly.

I Was Just Walking At The Courtyard When My Friend Told Me That When My Encik Zip His Pants Infront Of The Detainees, He Said ''Oops''. What The Hell, Ketawa Lah.

Tomorrow Will Be Finding Another Stupid Thing To Laugh At, So It Will Be Cool.
Gdnite There And Twinkle Twinkle Little Star To That Person (:

The Road To 2010 Begins Now!!!

2009-01-01T22:49:00.000-08:00

Today Is 1ST January 2009. Yes 2009, NS Will Finish This Year Yeah. This Year Will Really Be My Year, I Know I Can Achieved My Resolution This Year Without Any Doubt.
2008 Was Really Not A Memorable Year For Me, But Starting From Today It Will.

I Really Don't Know What To Write Already As All I Can Say Is A Happy New Year!!

Cheers!!!

I'M 20 Yeah, Whatever!!!

2008-12-29T10:55:00.000-08:00

Oh I Have Turned 20 Years Old Today. Oh Gosh Thats Fast!!
At Least There's One More Year I Can See R21 Movie HaHa...
So What Age Is Just A Number, I'M Still Young People Thats The Fact.

Anyway I'M Staying At Home Today. If There's Anybody Asking Me Out I'M On For It.
I Already Got An Adidas Shirt That My Parents Told Me To Get For My Birthday Yesterday.
I Already Plan Out What to Acheived And Get This Coming New Year Resolution, Heres Te List:

Pass My Driving License( Maybe I Should Start To Drive Someone's Car Before That)
Get Into Sergeant Course
My Another Savings Account Should Increase More( Cannot Touch)
Start To Play Soccer On The Field
My Hockey Stick And Badminton Racquet Should Be Back From The Dead
Exercise And Jog Often
Get A Game Console( X - Box 360)
Get A PSP
Upgrade My Computer
Get A Bicycle
Get A Samsung Or Sony Ericsson Phone Without Problem Like The Freaking ''Nokia''
Not The Time To Explore The World But Should Start With Singapore Soon( Pulau Ubin)
Maintain My Room And Wardrobe, It's Not Neat.
Control My Temper. My Temper Can Even Overcome Myself

Yes I Still Love Her

2008-12-19T11:12:00.000-08:00

Just To Tell You I Still Love You WholeHeartedly.

As Friends For Now I Can Accept It.

I Still Want To Talk To You.

I Always Cherish The Moment With You.

To Me You'Re Irrepleacable.

Do You Still Love Me?

Did I Treat You Right?

Is This A Dream?

Am I Awake?

Another Day

2008-12-17T10:40:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, It Was Back To Basics Again Teaching My Junior Who Have Just Passed Out And Working At My Camp. This Is My 3rd Junior. He Has A Long Name Which Is Ikhwanuddin, I Just Called Him Wan. He Is A Friendly Guy And Easy To Talk To. So It Will Be Interesting To See How He Works.

Later, I'M Going To The Gym, Waste My Time Outside And Go Back To Work At Night. I Have Already Planned To Finish My NS In 10 Months By Clearing My Leave And Off. So This Will Go As According To Plan. You Can Say I,M The Planner Of Plans...

Never Be Too Soft On Yourself, Never Look Back.
Forget The Past And See The Future.
You Make Your Own Fate Not God

Cheers To All...

Places To Places

2008-12-14T23:29:00.000-08:00

Today As Usual I Went Back To Work After A 6 Day Break Using My Leave And Off. My Morning Shift From 8.30 To 3.30 In The Afternoon Basically Doing Nothing At All. I Also Took A Picture Using A Baton As A Wand Like ''Harry Potter''.

Actually Me And My Sporting Buddy George Had Planned To Go To Gym After My Work But During Work My Father Sms Me Whether I'M Joining My Family To Celebrate My Youngest Brother,s Birthday At Causeway Point. I Agreed. Btw My Mother.s Birthday Is On The 13 And My Brother 14. You Can Say It,s A BirthdayBash. We As A Family Went To Burger King To Eat, Played Arcade And Shopping Especially. This Is What I Bought:

Creative Speaker Worth $19.90

Billabong Slipper Worth $22

After Going To Causeway Point I Went To Lot 1 To Meet My Friend George And A Few ITE Friends. After Walking We Went To CCK Central To Play Basketball At 8 In The Night. We Played A Match With Some Other People And Among Ourselves. As I Was Playing With A Friend I Saw My Friend George Talking To A Policeman. So I Approached Them And Asked What Happened. They Said There Was A China Guy Who Molested A Girl. As I Heard The News My Friend Joked With The Policeman Whether We Can Get Our Ranks Promoted If We Catch The Guy. The Policeman Said This ''Can Can'', I Was Laughing On The Spot...

As Me And My Friends Walked Towards The Block We Saw A Policewoman Talking To The Girl Who Was Molested. I Told My Friends To Better Make A Move To Our Homes As It,s Getting Late. I Really Dont Wan.t To Get Involved And I,M Not The Person Who Want To Chase Ranks.

So Now I,M At Home Drinking My Coffee And Blogging In The Dark. Anyway I,ll End My Composition Here And Get A Bite Before Going To zzz... gDNITEZZ

Its Just A Same Old Day.

2008-12-06T15:23:00.000-08:00

I Am Really Bored Today Till The Next Week Of My Leave To Do What, No Idea But Willl Find Something To Do. Now Hearing A Song From Take That Which Titled Greatest Day, Its A Really Nice Song To Listen To. Just Relax And Chill... Later At 10.30 At Night Have To Meet My Friend To Get Green Packets Because She Told Me There Are Lots Of It From My Old Working Place. Maybe Can Keep It Till Next Year As If Hari Raya Haji Give Many Green Packets. Now It Had Stop Raining And I Wonder How Is My Sunshine Doing Hmm...

Anyway Just Wait For My Next Post People
Cheers!!!

Kent Ridge Park Active Lifestyle Event

2008-12-03T20:30:00.000-08:00

The Photographs Was Taken In The Afternoon. Just To Tell You I Just Slept On The Computer Table As I Was Typing. Okay Fast Forward I Lazy To Type!!!

I Deserved The Recognition As I Once Fought The

War With The Japanese

Yeah!!!

Don't Worry This Guy Will Be Charged For Doing

Pull Up On The Army Tank

Heritage Site

Lunatics

At The Bench

Arrgh Praying Mantis Wants To Eat My CheeseBun

Me And Khai

Beautifel Sceneries

At Least There Was Fun HaHa. A Picture Tells

A Thousand Words.

The Black Panther

2008-11-25T12:45:00.000-08:00

Do You Remember The White Tiger At The Singapore Zoo...
This Time In My 19 Years Of Life, My First I Encountered A Really Crazy Guy Being 'Lock Up' In The Detention Barrack At My Camp.

It Happened Yesterday During My Night Shift Duty At My Camp. As Normal I Took Over The Other Team At 10P.M. Suddenly, The Police Came To Our Place And Send This Custody To Us. This Indian Guy Named 'Hussain' Was A Reservice Guy Age 35, He Did Not Report To Reservice Training So He Ended Up In Here. I Went To A Room And Asked Him To Declare His Personal Belongings, Me And My Friend Noted Down In A Book. While Changing To An Arrestee Clothes, He Asked My Encik Where His Wife And Daughter Went. It Was Like About 10 Times He Said That But We Just Ignored The Gibberish Crap From Him.

We Put Him In A Holding Cell Because He Had Not Been Charged And I Asked Him To Open His Tikar And Blanket But He Didn't Want To Open Both Of It. So I Just Ignored Him.
About 1 Hour Later The Police Called And Said That The Guy They Send To Us Was Under Close Supervition. I Felt Pissed Because Earlier The Police Didn't Told Us Anything About It.

So We Just Looked At The CCTV Camera To Look Out At Him. Then At About 12 Plus At Night Something Happened. Yu Want To Know What Me And My Friends Saw At The Camera, He Open His Shirt And Shorts And Was Nude. Btw This Guy Had A Big Stomach And Tattoos On His Body Which Was Kind Of Ugly.

Then At 1 A.M He Sat On A Concrete Barrier In His Cell And Sang An Indian Song. He Punched The Wall, Fly Like A Plane, He Was A Muslim But Pray Like A Hindu, Talk To Himself And Pointed His Middle Finger At The Camera. At 2 Plus He Fell Asleep With His Shirt Open As This Was A Relief To Us. I Suspected This Guy Was On Drugs.

At 5A.m I Woke Him Up And He Woke Up As Normal. After A While He Did The Same Thing Back Again. I Went Back To The Cell With My Friend 'Amin', We Stared At This Guy And You Know What, He Threw All Sort Of Vulgar Languages At Us. My Encik Came,And Suddenly He Took His Fishball From His Packet Of Food And Threw At Us But Missed. That Part I Really Lost My Cool. I Felt Like Opening The Cell And Hit Him With My Baton. He Even Exposed Himself To Us Again, Asshole!!!

We Just Ignored Him Until 8.30A.m Just Now When It's Time To Handover Our Duty To Another Team. The S.O.B Went Nude Infront Of Officers And The Guards. My Encik In- Charge Told Us If He Is Out Of Control We Have The License To Perform A 3 Man Team On Him. I Really Wanted To Try That Move On Him Using Various Combination Of Locks That I Have Learned. But In The End Our Team Also Left And I Kept Thinking How Can The Other Team Control Him. It Was A Relieved Because Today And Tomorrow Is Our Off Day.

I Hope I Don't Have To See Him On Thursday. Gosh This Guy Has The Nicknamed ' The Black Panther' And I Hope Not To See This Kind Of Fanatic That Is Locked Up In A Cell Again.

Signing Off
Reza

Crazy Hell Of A Day!!!

2008-11-19T05:22:00.000-08:00

Ok People Today I'M In A Really Good Mood. From Morning Me And My Friends At Camp We Started To Make All Kinds Of Silly Jokes Which Was A Hell Of A Laughter. We Even Disturb About Our Officers. Even Today We Were Like A Shortage Of Manpower, I Kinda Like It Cause I Have Work To Do To Pass My Time. I Was Like The Engine Of The Team Moving Left, Right, Upstairs, Downstairs Like A Crazy Horse.

The First Laughter Was Me And My Friend Zahid Upstairs Eating At Noon, I Went To The Toilet To Wash My Hands And Retuirn Back To The Dining Area. While Walking To The Area I Saw The 'Encik'(A Warrant Officer) Of Another Team Walking Towards Me. He Always Had The Grumpy Face Which Has No Expression Which I Dont Know Whether He Is Happy Or Angry Or Whatever. He Is Like A Bulldog Charging Towards Me But I Just Smiled And Say 'Cik' As A Sign Of Respect. At The Dining Hall, I Told My Friend And My Friend Said He Was A Bulldog, I Wanted To Spit Out My Drinks, And We Were Like Laughing Like Hell. That 'Encik' When He Talk Was Like Meergh, Meerghhh And The Way His Cheeks Was Moving Was Like Jelly Hahaha.

Then While I Had Nothing To Do Upstairs I Played With The Radio Set With The Other Guys. Then Until My Encik Said At The BRT Set, 'Please Mind The Radio Set', Confirm I Laugh Lah Haha..

The Best Part Was Like When It's Our Turn To Handover To The Other Team. We Waited At The Ops Room Downstairs When We Notice At The CCTV Camera That 2 Indian Contractors Were Coming In. My Friend Used The Intercom System And Ask Them ''What Is Your Purpose?'' You Know What Happened That Make Us Laugh Like Hell? They Replied '' CONTRACTOR'' With Their Indian Slang. Wah Piang Leh I Laugh Like Hell Until Tears Hahahaha, I Really Can't Stop Laughing Seriously. Furthermore, The Other Team Was Like Outside Our Room Lining Up. Then I Came Up With An Idea, Why Dont We ''Sabo'' The Other Team And Tell The Contractors To Come In 15 Mins Time. They Agreed. This Is How I Said To The Contractors On The Phone, '' CONTRACTORS, Come In 15 Mins Time Thank You''. I Was Using An Indian Slang Hahaha. In This Way The Other Team Have To Do The Job Not Us!! But This 'Bozos' Waited Outside And We ''Cabut'', Yeah.

I Went To Lot 1 To Buy A Levis Jeans 512 Which Was Cool.
I Met My Special Someone Around There For A While Which Of Course Light Me Up More Haha, She's Cute (:

I Think Later I Read True Singapore Ghost Stories Volume 16 Or Driving Manual Book To Increase My Knowledge.

Gotta Go People,
Reza

El Nino La Nina

2008-11-12T19:05:00.000-08:00

Now It's Already November And It's A Number Of Days Since I Last Blog. Now It's Always Raining And The Monsoon Season Is Coming Close, Cool. It's A Cool Cool Weather. Later I Have To Go Camp, Lucky My Duty Only 6 And A Half Hours.

Yesterday I Got My Pay, Went To Queensway With My Friends And Bought Some Stuffs There. Kinda Of Sucks Also Cause We Went To Jurong Entertainment Centre To Play Pool But The Shopping Centre Was Already Close Down, ''Sweh''. Demoralised Really, ''Dah Semangat Nak Main Pool Tapi Tempat Tu Jadi Ghost Town'', Haiz. In The End 2 of My Friends Went Another Place. And Left Me And Another Friend, Zahid. We Went To Bukit Batok To Play Pool In The End. At Least Something HaHa.

Gotta Go,
Reza

Weekends

2008-11-02T03:59:00.000-08:00

Nothing Much To Do This Weekend, I Just Finished Bathing. Slept Through The Evening From 5PM. But Shiok Ah Sleep, After Waking Up I Am Refresh. Just Now In The Evening I Went To A Wedding At Bukit Panjang. It Was My Father's Niece Wedding. I Went There Only With My Mum And Dad. The Thing Is That This Wedding The Food Is Quite Good. I Took An Amount Of Rice Like A Mountain HaHa. After The Wedding We Went To Bukit Panjang Plaza To Shop.

Anyway, I Still Have To Iron My Uniform To Go To Camp Tomorrow. Ok Just WaitFor My Next Post.

Signing Out
Reza

Happy Deepavali

2008-10-27T06:24:00.000-07:00

Thats The Light Of The Firecrackers
Taken From My Window

While I,M Typing This Entry I Can Smell Smoke From My Room Window.'' I Am Choking Choking, Gasping For Air''. Relax, I Am Just Playing Around Because It,s Deepavali HaHa. Actually, There Were Many Kids Below My Block Playing Firecrackers. At First I Was Thinking What The Hell Is That Freaking Noise, It Was Irritating. But When I Look At My Window, Oh, Kids Playing Crackers....

Anyway Happy Deepavali To All People In Singapore.

''To You, These Few Weeks I Had Been Praying Hard For You....

Fun With Sports

2008-10-25T05:32:00.000-07:00

I Was Taking A Shot But This Guy In Red Shorts
Came And Block Me.

I Was Doing A Christiano Ronaldo Stepover.

Yessa, Pass The Guy In White.

Drinking My Gulp Fom 7-Eleven.

Today Spending Time Playing Sports With My Friend George From 11 A.M To 6P.M. Damn Really Exhausted Now Typing. Actually I Know I,M Damn Boring At Home So This Is What I Did Outside. The Thing Is Now My Left Wrist And Left Leg Is Pain.

Damn!!!

2008-10-21T08:34:00.000-07:00

I Came To Camp At 3.30 P.M, like A Normal Day. But I Didn.t Expect That It Could Turn Sour In The Afternoon. Damn, There Was A Surprise Inspection By My Officer In Charge Of My Unit. You Know He Wanted To Check Us Whether We Bring Any Contraband Items Or Handphones With Us.

The Thing Is That When I Came, I Put My Handphone In The Drawer Of The Ops Room. Thats Where I Always Keep My Phone During Office Hours To Prevent Checking. But For A Few Of My Friends, Bad Luck For Them. On The Spot They Have To Declare Their Handphones Cause They Brought It Along. I Really Hate This Officer, Nickname ''Mr Bean'' Due To His Characteristics And Also His Mole, Anti Him Lah.

He Said To Us All The Blah Blah Blah Shit Whether We Know The Procedures. Hey Uncle, C,Mon Lah Of Course We Know The Procedures But The Thing Is That We Dont Always Want To Follow It. :-( Then He Check My Whistle, My Whistle Was The Worst It Was Damn Rusty But He Told Me To Make It Shine. Then Hair Ask To Trim Somemore, Haiz...

In The End Those Who Brought Their Handphone With Them Got Their Off Cut By 1 Day, Wah Lucky I Put My Handphone In The Drawer.

Anyway, On That Friday I Already Enrolled For Driving, I Am Learning Manual. I Am Now Lookin At The Date For Which Day To Take My Theory Lesson. Yeah. It.s Back To Learning.

To That Special Person, I Pray For Your Recovery Morning, Day, Night,24 Hrs Round The Clock :) , Ahem. Anyway I,Ve To Log Out, Alios Amigos People.

''Signing Out''

Reza

Mind Over Body

2008-10-16T07:01:00.000-07:00

What A Day Today After I Came Back From My Night Shift Work At 9.30 A.M. Anyway I Didn't Feel That Tired Cause I Slept During My Night Shift. But The Shit Thing Is That I Have To Go For My IPPT Test(So Called Napfa Test) At 2.30 P.m. Luckily, My Camp Is 15 Mins Bus Ride Away From My Home Located At Jalan Bahar.

Then About 10A.M, My Friend George Called. He Asked Me To Play Basketball With Him, I Was On Fire When He Mentioned ''Basketball''. When There's Sports, I,M Always In The Game. I Met Him At 10.45 And We Challenged A 1 On 1 Match. 1St Match He Won, But The 2Nd Match I Came Back From 5-0 Down To 5-5 Up,What A Comeback!!!. In The End I Won The Match 8-7. Mind Overcomes The Body. I Really Sweated Like Hell, A Match I Would Not Forget.

After, I Finished My Napfa Test, Me And My Friend Zahid From Camp Went To Lot 1 To Hang Out. I Recommended Him A Store Which Is Called ''British Takeaway'', Damn The Food Is Freakin Delicious, He Agreed With Me. After Lot 1, We Played A Game Of ''Pool'' At Jurong Entertainment Center. It Has Been Qiute A While I Have Not Played Pool. At First, I Was Like A Sucker Playing Pool, But I Regain My Confidence Targeting The Pool Balls. Then It Turn Out I Played Like A Pro Haha,Like As If.

I Reached Home Like About 8 p.M, ''Home Sweet Home Alabama''. Wow, Really What A Day...

'Signing Out'
; Reza;

Gone In The Wind

2008-10-15T14:14:00.000-07:00

To Be Frank, My Mood Of Hari Raya Has Died Down. My Festive Spirit Like Only Lasted For 1 Week. The Days Passes So Quickly As It's Now The 14 Of October. But In Life, The Step Is Forward Not Backward.

While I,M Typing This Entry, It's Raining Cat's And Dog's. The Flash Of Lightning Flashes Through My Eyes Zappingly. So, It Will Be A Cooling Weather Today, I Like It Haha.

To That Person Out There 10/10/08, I Really Pray To God To Guide Yu In Life. I Really Thank God To Have Known Yu, Yu Were The Missing Puzzle In My Life.
Dreams And Hopes Will Turn Into Reality.

^Signing Off^
'Reza'

The Start

2008-10-14T12:10:00.000-07:00

Ya, Just Started To Use A Blog. Cause I,ve Got Nothing To Do So Why Not Just Try It Out. Today, I Took Leave From My Ns Work Just To Relax. Later Going Out To Lot 1 For A While To Meet Someone. Eh, I Am Feeling Hungry Now That I,M Typing. Maybe Due To Using My Energy Typing Haha. This Is My First Start Using A Blog,So Nothing Much To Write.

:Signing Off:
'Reza'